it's over...
i called him laz nite...
he said he's tired...
he'll juz tell me the answer...
he said he wanna break..
i put down the phone...
i broke down...
cried for the nxt 2 hrs...
talking to tedson on the phone...
thank you ted...
thanks for the comforting..
u'll always be my friend..
he ended it...
he told his friends i dumped him...
but the choice was his in the end..
he was the one who wanted to end it...
not me...
i got hurt again...
for the 4th time...
by the same guy...
i duno what to do...
i juz cannt forget him...
i tried very hard for 2yrs laz time...
but this time was different...
i had sunk into this deeper than previously...
how can i forget him..
can someone please teach me how?!?
i'll probably wait again..
i noe its foolish...
but what can i do?
i duno what to do...
i dint go rosyth today...
i dint feel like...
i dun wanna go see his brother...
they both looked too alike...
someone please tell me what to do...
teach me how to forget a person...
i realie muz thank someone else...
i forgot u peeps yesterday..
thank you pu kuang...
thank you yan hao...
thanks for cheering me up every co practice..
if its not for u guys..
i duno if i can still keep back my tears when i see him...
thanks for teaching me how to laugh in front of him...
u two may not noe..
but u two are realie important people in my life...
u guys taught me how to forget troubles...
and i wun forget the other joker...
thank you guang tian...
u may not noe this..
may not be doing this knowingly..
but u cheered me up with ur lame jokes..
and irritating beheaviours...
xie xie ni men...
you yuan qian shou,
jiu bu yao qing yi fang shou..
people,
please remember this qoute...
~tataZ