love is a big illusion
i should try to forget

music used to me make forget everything
and brought happiness and light to me
but now it only brings me
the painful memories u left behind

Monday, December 26, 2005

1:39 AM
but you never came...

read zhengyou's blog...

so sadenin...

actually..

i know its very hard and tiring to put on an act for others..

and at the same time convince urself tt is how u feel...

but life is lidat...

if u realie feel like crying jus go ahead lah..

its not easy to control ur emotions al the time...

AND its oso perfectly alrite for guys to cry..

clowns dun hafta be clowns all the time...

if u nid a shoulder..

i'll be there for u...

i know how it feels...

sometimes its better to cry things out la...

at least u'll feel better..

at least u know tt u r a human..

u haf emotions..

u haf feelings...

and..

i heard u sniffing away la...

during the camp...

hahaX~

cheerup kayss...

i know u aint a clown...

but still..

im more used to seeing the cheery u...

:]

*smile*

this post is dedicated to zhengyou..

whether anot he gets to see this...

:]