love is a big illusion
i should try to forget

music used to me make forget everything
and brought happiness and light to me
but now it only brings me
the painful memories u left behind

Sunday, February 05, 2006

2:47 PM
but you never came...

ok..

i lazy to blog...

well..

ystd had party at my hse..

mum's and dad's friends came over for new year thingy..

not bad la..

buddens..

so sad...

i brought my dog outside the gate there..

den i leash him,

so he started to run here and there..

den there got car

he turning that time whacked into the car's number plate!!

POOR THING ! ! !

that stupid number plate got cracked before de,

den it cut my dog !

damn it..

he poor thing got this cut just above his eye..

luckily never kana the eye if not i kill myself sia..

den i went sooo crazy over it la..

HE BLEEDING LEH ! !

wha

i siaow liao run here and there to find all sorts of medicine to help him..

i noe he's a dog but can use human medical stuff ma..

external de wad..

i went to put zambak for him..

hahaX~

the whole thing swelling la !

red red de..

i cried sia..

so scared..

ok nvm..

enuf of tt..

today totally joker man..

hahaX~

i got harry's sms asking if i wan go for a gig on fri at sembawang..

pay about $100 for 1 hr++

this morning ask my mama den she said ok..

den JUST received a call from xueqi..

asking if i wana go for A GIG on THURSDAY at some hotel..

paying $120..

wha, i tell u ah

i LAUGHED OUT DAMN LOUD !

rotfl..

my mum only promised me ONE gig for new year..

gosh..

not that i bad or wad..

BUT

i rather go for xueqi's side that gig..

not because of the pay

but cos i noe the people there..

5 people, me xq yunyi audrey and somone else..

got the mo qi liao ma

whereas harry's side i dun noe them well..

got harry qinglun and some yangqin...

BUT

i told harry i going le leh..

so sian..

later my mum come back liao den i ask..

both gigs on my co days leh..sian

hahaX~

it's now that i realised how MISERABLY PAID we are at echo...

but actually it doesn't really matter to me..

though it's damn li pu for them to be paying us so little..

but afterall its a school..

they gota run it..

they need income ma..

i dun blame them..

in fact i gotta thank them for giving me this chance..

being able to haf more confidence up on stage..

ive learnt alota things from echo..

from simon and chris

from xiangle xueqi and yunyi..

i thank them all for everything...

okaaay

so..

eunf le..

i heben done all my hw and heben studied for test..

hahaX..

soo...

wish me luck...

i failed my chem test..

think my probation will most likely come to an end now..

haix..

PRAY HARD ! ! !

*cross fingers*