sometimes i find it so stupid..
people always do things without thinking..
they do it sooo obvious that its difficult for me not to laf...
SOME PEOPLE claims that they detest people who do things in the dark..
but they're jus doing the same...
its stupid...
HELLO...
there's no need for you pple to act the opposite....
if you dare do it..
u shld dare admit it...
COWARDS...
anyway..
ive decided i shldnt waste so much of my effort to even care...
yeah
probably its cos ive received enuf of such treatment that im NUMB to it..
SO....?
at least i do thing OPENLY...
and i dun act like a cowardice
im proud of my actions...
some people just act like they've done NOTHING WRONG AT ALL...
acting sooo angelic..
treats you like a "friend"
but in actual fact..
tt heart in there does not even exists...
people tend to accept pple who luks sooo kind on the outside and outcast those who acts otherwise..
but do they even THINK..?
yeah, its true la..
im mean..
who wants some unpoise person as a friend..
but has it ever dawned upon you pple that they are lidat bcos they act who they are in front of other pple...
not like some who puts on really nice masks..
to grab that attention and liking of everyone...
FAKERS...
okaaaay
people are going to say im in no position to say this..
but hello....
i left veh bad impressions on pple bcos i am who i am..
im not afraid to show my ugly side..
pple who cannot accept it den tts too bad...
cos often when pple hang arnd with pleasant luking pple
they tend to see THEIR ugly side only veh veh long ltr..
and they'll regret...
i may be as UNPLEASANT as i can be..
i may be rough rowdy and even guai lan..
but i can dare say tt i can be as loyal as i can be as long as someone accepts me..
pple may think im always sucking up to co teachers and intructors...
but do you guys know the TRUTH...?!
they are always there to guide me since im 8..
8 yrs....
can i not be attached to them....?!
and no matter how much i complain abt them..
i'll still be there to hlp them if im capable of it....
pple are wondering what has gotten into me nowadays..
skipping co like eating rice...
reason is SIMPLE...
i dun see the need of going to a place where i did so much and NOBODY appreciates it...
previously i went for the sake of xu and zhang..
but now...
xu isnt appearing...
zhang's lesson basically dun nid me..
i went to teach...
but now since he can manage...
i dun see the need for me to be there
sometimes you'll get to see the veh veh ugly truth of life...
but theres nothing you can do...
