today had damned bloody tuition..
4 hrs straight man..
4pm-8pm
craziness...
but it was still ok la..
feeling quite alot these days..
sometimes i reali duno wad went wrong...
once such close friends..
once such great consellor..
is now reduced to NOTHING...
i duno what she's thinking..
first u ignored her and told me everything..
now u ignored me and told them everything..
do u even noe how i felt....?!
y izit that u cant treat us ALL like ur closest friends.......?!
u always complained tt life was not fair..
u always wanted a fairer world..
but r u being fair lidat...?!
i dun tink i did anything wrong to u la...
even if i did u cld at least correct me..
and not make me look like a FOOL in front of everyone else...
i dun understand u...
when the hell did i ever backstabbed you tt u DUN WAN TO tell me anything..?
whateva tt was previously said were all lies...
u came to me and toked ur hearts out..
advise was given...
solutions given..
hatred solved..
anger was vented...
and now..
ure going to ANOTHER person..
u haf a wide circle of friends..yes
but r u trying to be one tt makes use of ur "friends"
and kick them away once ure done with them..
once they'd given u all the advise and hlp they cld..
moved on to find new pastures..
dun give the excuse u gaf to the OTHER person man..
"u never come look for me"
hey man..
tt is just a LAME excuse can..
previously did i go to u and begged u to tok to me..?
come on...
if u reali treated me as a FRIEND u wun haf toked to me if ure hafing a prob..
I CANT READ MINDS...
i tried asking u too..
i went over to u..
but ur answers were just signs tt u wan me to GET LOST and stop BUSYBODYING..
HELLO....?
tt irritated one word answers used to be for tt other person..
n now its my turn.....?!
if u jus wana keep everything from me..
go ahead man..
treat me as a stranger go ahead..
u dint even BOTHERED to look at me into my eyes..
AM I STILL YOUR FRIEND.....?!?!?!?!
i dun get u....
we used to be such great pals..
and now you guys treats me as the outcast....
"friends are always there for one another"
WRONG...
THIS WORLD IS TOOOOOO PRACTICAL
i realli dint do anything wrong..
tts wat ure good at..
u always listen to one side of the story no matter wad...
u listen to whoeva goes to u first..
and u make assumptions...
assumptions and then..
u never bothered to listen to the other side of the story..
never cared to clear the misunderstandings...
never wanted to give explainations...
if u claimed u still treat me as a friend..
i ask u...
when was the last u smiled to me...?
and when was the last u came to tok to me on ur own accord...?
i dun recall..
tt was too long ago..
i forgot....
and soon..
im not going to CARE
