i heben been blogging for long..
sorry peeps..
my bro disconnected me..
anyways..
loads of stuff happened..
start with longer ones..
cannt remember la
but since its a new year,
i shant blog of last year's..
new year got scolding loh..
shant elaborate..
but all originated from biasness and grandmother..
nvm
sad stuff tt happened to me shall not be elaborated here...
talk abt ystd ba..
mr ng finally said something about discipline..
only after we commented on it..
as in..
he duno how to zhi dong one izit..
we complain discipline liao den he come action..
haix
nvm
i was one of the kana scolded ones la..
got baq too late from lunch..
but im reali reali happy he scolded..
siaow..?
no way ! !
anywayss...
i read xueqi's blog ystd..
after so long..
im so sorry..
got no connection (not an excuse)
*guilty*
SORRY XUEQI
i wasnt there to realise how ure feeling..
there isnt much u can do..
im going through it and i know
okaay
i cannt reali say tt i noe exactly how u feel..
but i noe it doesnt feel good..
biasness occurs in every family..
theres nothing much u can do about it..
i noe tt after all uve done for ur family,
u just want them to understand you and want them to support u..
thats all u want
and they're not giving u either..
but it all comes back to one thing..
its all for ur own good..
after all what matters in singapore is really a cert and not a skill
my parents killed me too..
took my life away from me..
i hated them but there's nothing i can do..
slowly i got to realise their intentions..
i noe u understand their stand
u noe why they're doing it to you
but its just tt u cannt accept it..
something u regarded as ur life
something u thought is going to be ur future
but ur parents comdemm it..
they dun even try to understand u n turned their back on immediately..
i was forced to give up my life and be forced to sit in the audience
looking up at u guys with envy
my heart shattered
nobody knows exactly how much i treat co in my life..
the energy effort memories and everything in co makes my life
i was ripped and torn apart..
but i got through tt.
life aint easy and things do go terribly wrong...
there are time i tried to hurt myself
but stupidity is the only thing i see when i look into the mirror..
we shldnt jus admit defeat like tt..
struggle on and prove to them tt
YOU ARE RIGHT
make them regret and live in guilt for stopping you..
prove to them tt u can be successful..
dun let ourselves down..
admitting defeat when we should be standing up for ourselves is a huge mistake one should never commit
but sometimes certains things cannot be helped..
this is life and u gotta accept it..
whether u accept it or not, nothing is goin to change the facts...
but it aint the outcome tt matters...
what really matters most is the process
u grow up from there
its a good thing tt things aint good for now..
cos this is when u grow up and learn many more facts of life..
u mature faster and haf more experience than others out there..
this phase of life is passing soon
things will be much smoother for u in the future..
cos uve been thr the worse and nothing more than tt can ever happen to you...
someday u'll be proud to announce tt uve been thr all tt..
nothing can beat you from now,
uve grown up..
people..
uve gotta learn to be optimistic..
optimism can bring you through everything...
provided you want to get through it..
kk
guess i shld just end here..
btw..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HARRY PAN !
hey..
u gota be damn honoured man..
i purposely set alarm clock to wake up in the middle of the night to wish you happy birthday..
so great right?!
hahaX~
