okay..
first...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAIMUN...
kk..
im in my mum's room now...
she tuk my laptop away ystd the ystd...
yeh...
so now is illegal usage
today is total sian diao and lonely...
after geog test was totally no place to go can...?!
wanted to go kovan eat kfc with amanda de..
den after tt her mama called and said she bought lunch for her..
den i was like..
shit....?!
okay nvm...
after tt going baq tt time saw maria in her class...
hahaX~
she stay baq do hw..
so i went over and told her im bored..
den she said..
"if ure going to my house it stinks like shit.. i suggest you dun go... its the cats"
hahaX~
she damn farnie la!!
den i was like..
okay la..
nvm oso ma..
den anyway..
got home liao la..
obviously...
den now thinking of ways to express my thoughts without making it too obvious...
but anyway
forget it ba...
i tink by the time i thot of it
my laptop going to burn liao...
too hot...
haix..
its like..
one down liao another one up...
sian
and..
i DO read ur blog....
nvm..
anyway
yep
kinda being pessmistic again...
something i dun wan to happen la....
but reali..
problems are always too much for me to face..
i never want to be home these days..
the moment i step home i get nagged and shouted at..
at every single little damned thing..
gdi (dun understand nvm)
im like a slave everyday now...
slave nvm
but i still dun get appreciated..
still get scolding for nothing..
while tt goddamned brothers of mine can slp til 2+pm and i gota wake up at 7+am...
tt goddamned bro can slack whole day and im expected to slog my guts out while studying
wad nonsense la..?!
ass man..
real ass...
im reali begining to wonder if my home is still a home or izit a hotel..
basically these days i dun get home b4 7pm..
i try my bez to stay out late..
as late as possible...
minimise the bloody unnecessary scolding and comments i get..
things are made even easier man..
all thanks to my mum...
she tuk away my hp..
so there's no damn god bloody way she can reach my and check on me...
serves her rite..
she dun wana gime my hp she dun find me la...
simple...
without my hp oso not much diff to me wad....
so be it man...
but ive realised my mum's reali nice without anyone else to bother her...
the last weekend my dad went bangkok...
i gota slp till 11+am without any screaming or banging on doors...
finally gota slp in peace till i feel like getting up...
den i wake up tt time realised its bcos my grandma went market..
tts why soooo peaceful man..
hahaX~
den i wake up my mum oso never say anything..
she doing laundry oso nv scold me for not hlping..
nor asked me to hlp..
feel a bit bad tho..
she still ask me go eat...
hahaX~
without the pressure of my
and without th fu*king voice of my gm..
without her damned comments..
my mum is basically NICE....
but anyway
baq to topic
and to the bottomline...
today sux....
