chenyang told him...
well...
assuming he doesnt read my blog..
and i doubt he cares la...
anyway
i was really freaking out...
turned cold and stuff...
shivering and stomach ache..
felt like vomiting..
lols...
anyway
he said he duno wad to say...
so i guess...
i told him if he finds the news to be too shocking and he cant take it..
den he forget it la..
he's forgetting it la
well...
guess theres nothing much left..
hahaX~
jus hope nobody avoids each other or something lidat..
i want to keep at least this friendship...
understand...?!
hahaX~
he doesnt noe
lols
i tink im crazy...
stop dreaming is the phrase to use la...
but..
i dint noe i was tt serious until ystd...
umm...
yeah
[studies more impt...]
(ng, dun laf.. ure supposed to tag)
tears were genuin...
i tink it is too now...
ummm
no
not tears from my eyes now...
from my heart..
lols
so emotional
guess so la
i was jus afraid of rejections...
and...
nvm..
at least its indirectly..
hahaX~