shuhan called me EARLY IN THE MORNING today... she thot she called rachel TANG.. sian, woke me up from my dreamland den after tt i cant slp..
she brought soo much memories to me... memories that i thot i had forgotten long ago, stuff that i thot i wld nvr rmb... the days that i get morning calls everyday without fail.. his voice greeting me every morning... how i wld jolt awake when i hear my jiang nan ringtone... mornings waking up with love showering on u.. he spiced up my school days.. i truely lovED him...
like wad sarene said, i can only kip him in my heart... tt darkest corner... and i'm going to make sure that light doesnt reach there... cos i wana forget everything..even the most pleasant thing that had happened... and he's happi now, much happier. he loves his school, he loves tt new environment and he loves everything. he's foreva smiling, im glad (:
we promised tt we'll still remain as bestest friends. but im losing touch with him. there were time when we chat daily from 11 to 3, time he stayed up late just to wait for me to get home from sy pracs. how i wish we're still so close...toking abt everything under the sun, everyday... not that i still **** him, but i do feel hurt to see him change so much. yan hao and pukuang were shocked too.. the 4 of us with guang tian are brudders for life, but we cant even hear him now, let alone see him... our bond is broken, with him floating away, further and further away from us. i miss him, not that lover, but that brother...
