you.left.me.alone

love is a big illusion
i should try to forget

music used to me make forget everything
and brought happiness and light to me
but now it only brings me
the painful memories u left behind

Saturday, September 23, 2006

12:59 AM
but you never came...

it was his birthday...and mr tan's son's bday...

quarelled with him just minutes before his bday...dint wish him at all...

i passed my birthday wishes for u to another guy...simply cos I STILL LOVE YOU.... sorry for the hurt i gave u just minutes before ur birthday. im not out of my mind, neither am i out to hurt u on purpose, but i jus couldnt stop myself from looking and thinking back... SORRY

[ . the abandoned . ]
+ rachel
+ 08061990
+ Rosyth School
+ Zhonghua Secondary
+ TJC!
+ Echomusic School
+ Singapore Youth Chinese Orchestra
+ Ruan Society
+ RSCO
+ ZHCO

[ . wanted . ]
+ ~~A1 for Chinese Os~~
+ GOOD GRADES FOR O LEVELS!!!!!!!!!
+ become song writer
+ become singer!lols
+ own music school
+ become famous erhu-ist like min hui fen
+ become ~~concert master~~ of SYCO
+ become student condustor
+ become ~~freelance musician~~ AGAIN
+ attain dipl in erhu asap
+ learn guitar
+ ~~new beijing gong~~
+ new guitar
+ 2nd HuHanRou's zi tan mu erhu with lao she pi( $3000!)
+ ~~learn di yi erhu kuang xiang~~
+ ~~learn hong mei sui xiang~~
+ learn liu lang zhe zhi ge
+ ~~white~~ orange hairband
+ hiphop wirstband @ queensway
+ tt white billabong belt
+ jacket
+ ~~new sports shoes~~
+ converse sneekers
+ sleese shoes
+ new sling bag
+ ripcurl wallet
+ ~~billabong pencil case~~
+ ~~roxy cap~~
+ MORE RINGS!
+ hp sling
+ jet black hair with bright red streaks
+ stop growing!
+ XYCamp 2006 to be a success
+ INSPIRATION!!!

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